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Friday, September 26, 2008

ladeedas. i feel proud of myself today. why? cause i finished both the kertas 2. which im sure is more than some ppl can say. ahemnazyraahem. and on top of that. im 1/3 done with my 1st karangan. still needs load of work. but im still doing malay ! which is a major thing for me. heh !

yes i will get my a1 (:

ladeedas. ok moving on. today was such a rainy day. rainrainrain ! it was pretty depressing. and i bet half of the school got stuck in the rain and the awful jam. oh wells. assembly was cancelled. OH YEAHH. <3 [cause that meant time for me to finish my kertas 2 ^^] which was actually pretty sadd. cause everyone else was playing bridge, german bridge or cheat. or stress. or sth anw. T_T boo.

oh wells. i finsihed it so im pretty happy about it. haha.
so anw moving on.

talk about testimonials haiz. ><
it was really interesting. i know for a fact im gonna miss rg. but i still really wanna just leave this school like asap. i think 4yrs in the same building is far too long. and its a little suffocating. yeahh. oh wells. i actually really cant wait for the year to end. although undeniably this year was a superrr crazy fun retarded funfunfun year ! haha. i love 403 ! <3 its like the craziest coolest class there is.

and the people in it are crazier and cooler. wahahaha. AND WE WILL WIN NET CARN. wahahaha. like everything in net carn ^^ whooo milo van ! <3

haiz. we are such a guinea pig batch. oh wells. anw it was pretty fun. you know the whole nostalgic feeling. heh. mr ben says we'll all get withdrawal next year from missing rg. haha. funny -.- oh well.

then its card game marathon. as usual. when me and syah team we are undefeatable. ok fine arguably the opponent like bid so crazily high. we didnt need to win much. but oh well. oh and we got lazy with the shuffling and the dealing. so we just threw them all on the table and randomly mixed ti around. and took 13 cards from the pile.

IT IS A REALLYREALLYREALLY BAD WAY TO SHUFFLE. why? cause well. i always get bad hands from it. blehhh. no lucky hands today. T_T and poor sheila's cards. its so used now. like just awhile ago they were new and straight and nice. and now its used. and all not straight you know? >< blehh. aida's cards <3 whooo !

then finally history. seniman bujang lapok. goshhh. i think shaw brothers have cool names. like Run Me Shaw and Run Run Shaw. cool right?? but we didnt get to watch the whole movie blehh. nvm.. FIELDTRIP ! to jalan ampas and the museum. jalan ampas is cool. and you can actually see the buildings that were in the movie itself. which is cool. haha. like you can really see the set. but sadly its a little rundown and all. T_T and old. well yeahh. but still cool to see.

the museum has swinging chandeliers. how cool is that!? and the chandeliers are like red. so like it looks like swinging chandeliers that you would find in a gothic mansion. but sadly the walls of the museum are white. and not black. and well it was like 3.00++ when we reached there. so it was totally bright. and not gothic dark. oh well. but it was quite cool to walk under them. you know the possibility of it dropping on you comes to mind (:

haha. oh well. we went into the galleries. and like the stuff there look pretty cool lah. like normal museum stuff. they seriously make full use of mirrors to make the place look a whole lot bigger. like if you only glance at the mirror you would think the room is really big. [that is until you see your reflection ofcourse] and there was a point where mizar just stood by the mirror on the phone and stood perfectly still. he looked almost like a mannequin >< oh but he blended in into the background. cause well he did. oh wells.

cool stuff ! haha. saw polyester in the fashion gallery. goshh CHEM. which reminds me i have a chem assignment to do. YVONNE ! NICOLE ! oh well. i think polymers are crazy cool (: yeahh.

OHOHOH ! i just realised i dont have option next week [cept fri] hahaha. like cause mon is my free day. tues we get to leave sch at 10.30 and wed,thurs are sch hols. whoooo <3 although it is pretty sad to come back to sch on fri. i mean like long holiday cmon. oh wells. haha. although pretty sadd to miss philo.

our whole block wont be there. awww >< funelas cant point at us when he refers to the muslim. awwww oh well. (:

poor rach lim. she'll be all alone. ITS OK ! we're sorry though ! ladeedas.

meowww. raya's coming. i cant wait to get money. ok fine and eat cake. goshh. on the bus we were talking about food. T_T made me hungry haha. oh and when we were talking to mr ben and mrs wee about testimonials... sec2s were baking really yummy nice stuff. >< like cause the kitchens are just below us. torture. i want to eat cookies. ><

oh lol tiq's mum is crazy. goshh. she bought like 7 kinds of kuih for raya. baked two more kinds. and got tiq to bake two more kinds as well. that's alot of kuih. haha. my mummy hasnt bought any yet o.o

oh well yes on the bus. goshhhh. it was pure evil torture. haha. im gonna gain back all my 3.5kg that i lost frm puasa. FOR SURE. >< blehh. meowwwww. nvm moneymoneymoney !

i wonder what i shall spend it on. (: blehh.

Be My Little Angel.
[5:57 AM]

Thursday, September 25, 2008

I LOVE KIERAN. for reasons that cannot be named. but yes. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. you just saved me the trouble of one kertas 2. ^^ haha.

whoops.

oh ok today was cool. haha. nazyra found melon pan. o.o meowwww. math was random. i wanna sleep. but like. math test comingcomingcoming. blehhh. oh wells. after that was pe assessment. heh ! which wasnt really bad ! haha. cause i managed to return the serves. but well. my service is screw-y ladeedas.

ok moving on.

philo options ! goshhh. it was so superrr crazy interesting today haha. like we discussed about the faith [duh!] and like the definition of define. and what is meaningless and what had meaning. what defined this meaning. and the language game. how basically the language is dependent on the game and can only be understood by those playing the game. and it really does makes sense. it accounts for alot. like the origin being the same. but the evolution of religions. like cause of the lost in translation. because language has its limitations. there are things that cannot be translated. or things that lose part of their meaning when it is being translated.

so it made a whole lot of sense. and we were talking about the whether belief is innate or acquired. and you know what its really hard to come to a conclusion. like are we born with a belief. which is hard to determine. seeing as no one really remembers from the time they were born. then ruth talked about the structure. how babies dont have the capabilities to think and communicate. and also since they are unable to communicate they cannot express their thoughts and feelings. so even if babies have belief from the moment they are born they cannot inform others of this belief.

so then if this is the case, is belief acquired. if it is then there are ppl who just cannot believe because they are unable to acquire this 'skill' and stuff like that. then it moves on to other stuff.

so yeahhh philo was cool <3

then there was half hour break. between philo and hist. so we were discussing our 'life choices' and we came up with a pretty cool plan. i'll start my own clinic. with abu as my lawyer. syah as my pharmacist. and sheila volunteered to be the cashier lol. sounds pretty cool to me (:

i think it'll work out actually. haha. then like history. so seniman bujang lapok. whooo. tmr's FIELD TRIP ! <3

oh hist ended at two. i told my mum that i'd go home at 2. but i ended going home at 4.30. lol ! like i watched half of 4bia with batchmates. haha. i think its actually a little crappy. oh well. i mean it wont happen in real life therefore its not scary. but its pretty cool to watch batchmates and juniors scream. i dunno it makes it fun. haha.

and syah is so superr penakut. she was covering her face with a towel. haha. it was so amusing. let's watch another horror flick together ppl !

oh then like we played bridge. haha. screwed lah. like i got only card in that entire suit and it was the ace. so i got called. so like lose. haha. happened a couple of times. goshh.

but when me and syah partner up. its oh yeahh win. haha. iqah is like learning from me. and heck caring. and bidding like crazy. haha. which works to the opponents advantage. cause like they dont have to win so many sets. and like unfortunately i get called. and i only have one card. goshhhh. oh wells.

ladeedas. fun anw. haha. and i jsut started on my malay homework. haha i think my imbuhan improved haha. GUT FEELING. go with your gut feeling. it helps haha. oh well.

its getting late. shall sleep. FIELD TRIP TMR ! <3 whoooooooo. oh and i found the score to boston ! shall play for you soon hadi ! JIA YOU FOR MATH TMR. IF YOU DONT PASS IT I'LL SMACK YOU.

oh wells. boston is a nice song actually. and the piano score aint bad. but like some parts are just a little boring. cause its just accompanyment. no melody. oh wells. ITS BETTER THAN LOVE SONG. ahem nazyra ahem. ladeedas.

ok SLEEP TIME. oyasumi.

Be My Little Angel.
[7:17 AM]

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

ok so ladeedas. my green beans are growing. i feel so happy ! yayyyy <3 but i think there's a bit too much polymer. i forgot to take into account the swelling capacity. which is around 200x. and so with about 3g of polymer. alot of gel. heh ! >< oh wells. more green beans to grow then.

although im not sure if its saturated or not. considering the fact that like you're supposed to let the gel slide to see if all the water has been absorbed. but well. >< damn. which means i need to find a new contact lens casing blehh. OH WELLS. oh and she stole another $10 from me. WHERE DOES HER MONEY GO TO? i mean like. she gets more allowance than i do. goshh. oh well. I STILL LOVE YOU YVONNE. so its ok. just return my specs casing tmr. and money eventually (:

ok so ladeedas. played the piano with nazyra today. which was a total workout. love song has the most boring piano score ever. its like the piano part is reduced to 4 main chords. cause its a complete accompanyment. no melody whatsoever. T_T which makes me really bored. heh ! and well yeahh fine i get bored easily. but not the point.

AND ZOMG I FOUND MIDUHYO ! <333333 whooooo dong bang shin ki ! WHOOOO KIM JAE JOONG ! haha. ok i cant play as well as micky [YET] but haha. im on my way ! oh yeahhh. SO YOU JUST WAIT. i will master that song in no time. [and yes nazyra i will practice my immortal for you to sing to and yes i will memorise love song even if i die of boredom. cause im such a nice fren thank me (:]

oh wells. i found a whole bunch of scores [which i previously thought i lost heh ! ok fine im superrr disorganised. but oh well] anw. i need to get a new file to put the socres in. >< 40pockets just aint enough..

oh. ladeedas. ytd. between philo and hist. major card game marathon. AND WHOO I PWN IN BRIDGE. wahahhahaa. like seriously. [ok no lah. got ppl who are better. but not the point] it was such a serious game. cause like at the start iqah kept touching her cards. but you know there's this random superstition going around about how if you touch/see your cards before the dealer finishes dealing you get bad luck aka bad hand. and well she didnt believe at first. but after losing a couple of times. she didnt even dare to touch the table anymore until the dealer was done.lol. this is called a self-fulfiling prophecy. [see? philo is useful lol]

oh well. my winning streak ended when syah and iqah won three sets in a row. bleh.. and omg. roy has a superr poker face. [well mostly cause she's so blur she doesnt really know what's happening haha and also cause like she only has two expressions.]

oh ya speaking of philo. hmmms. it was really interesting. like yeahh. we are limited by our names. that's why its 'i am who i am' because of the limitations of names. haha which is why funelas cant be a maria. goshhh. he's really funny lah. esp when he started dancing to the new funky bell the other time. heh ! ^^

oh yes then history. HISTORY WAS SO CRAP RETARDED CRAZY. it was so superr funn. haha ! like ok. first drydrydry theory. which actually is pretty interesting lah. cause we learnt history in parts. then like mizar just joined it all together. so like whooo. now we see the whole picture. and its like pretty cool lah. like from sri tri buana all the way to founding of singapore with raffles etcetc.

anw we found out prett cool stuff. haha. like for example raffles created singapore institution aka ri intending it to be the center of education. where all the royalty would send their sons to and also where the rich chinese traders would send their sons to. so its like a school for the rich and well-connected lah. then a bunch of missionaries decided to set up a school for those that werent as well-off. and they named this school....... ACS. yes acs was built intending to be for those who werent rich. and that got us all thinking the same thing: WHAT IN THE WORLD HAPPENED AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS.

cause i mean although it is a stereotype and a generalization. it is generally true how acs is flooded with the rich and the well-connected. and to think it wasnt supposed to be this way. which makes sense. since 'the best is yet to be' haha.

oh then it was presentations. its graded. >< and errr well. my group. haha funny. (: like cause van pam and wei qi were all busy. i started on the rough draft. and well. the rough draft never got edited and we presented it like that. haha. it was almost laughable to see the measly content. cause well. its a draft >< its ok you three. i still love you all. i dont mind the fact that our presentation turned out sad. haha. anw its not like mizar really minded. [right..? ><] oh wells.

anw. after more drydryry theory... MOVIE TIME. zomg. seniman bujang lapok. haha. it was so crap retarded shit funny. ITS CRAZY. haha. so anw we're continuing tmr. [cause like we didnt have enough time.] oh wells. WHEEEEE. <3 funfunfun !

i actually think hist options is fun. haha. [same for chem and philo actually] haha ! oh yes chem ! zomg. my sch ended a 9 today. NINE ! >< and i had to stay till 2 or chem. and whoo. mtan wasnt in sch. she's overseas. so options got cancelled. we got a 2wk assignment instead. blehh. oh wells. means two weeks of no chem. which is pretty sadd. cause like chem is crazy funn. but like oh well. more time for other stuff lah. so i shant complain. anw my assignment is with nicole and yvonne ! yayyy <3

ladeedas. oh and today achia was sick. so horticulture got cancelled. haha. in other words, nazyra stayed back for nothing to. oh wells. it was pretty funn anw. SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS. goshhh. the name itself is random haha. but i only watched the ending. awww apparently yvonne cried during the movie. awwww >< patpat.

she's like almost as sensitive as me. cause like she cried as much as i did watching goong. IT WAS SO SADD. I MEAN LIKE AFTER ALL THE EHARTBREAKING MOMENTS. THE COUSIN STILL DIDNT GET THE GIRL. which is reallyreallyreally sadd. cause i mean like the cousin is WAYYYY better than the crown prince lah ! cause i mean its KIM JEONG HOON. <3 the bishounen. the awesome cute bishounen ! haiz. nicole prefers the crown prince. oh wells.

and coffee prince. haha. cute show really. cause i mean like. it has elements of yaoi. 'whether you're a guy or an alien i still love you' its so sweeet >< and its not just cause its coffee. heh. anw im a tea person. ladeedas.

oh yes moving on. this morning. i woke up to the sound of bridge. there are only three ways to wake up really.
1) push me off the bed [may or may not work cause well im a heavy sleepy]
2) the sound of a handphone vibrating [no matter how far away as long as its in the room i'll wake up to it. i have no idea why im so sensitive to the sound haha]
3) the mention of the game 'bridge' or people playing card games.

well those are the three ways so far. otherwise its reallyreallyreally hard to wake me up. ^^ i mean i can sleep through ppl having nightmares and screaming in their sleep. oh well. (:

so we played bridge. blehhh. my luck changed today. oh wells. today's such a cold day dont you think. all the rain. blehhh. ><

ohohohohohoh ! i feel proud to have finally read monochrome factor. ok fine its just the first three chapters but its a start ! haha. yeahhhh <3 and i reread junjou karen, junjou romantica, bukiyou na silent, silver diamond, totally captivated,time lag and rustblaster. ladeedas. im still looking for little butterfly ! anyonewho has it. please send to me ty ! omg i just like sent over my coveted yaoi collection to yvonne >< boo.

OH AND YES. I AM TOTALLY CAPTIVATED BY TOTALLY CAPTIVATED. MOOKYUL IS HOT. like totally hot. <3 jiho's a bloody girl. T_T he looks like a girl acts like a girl T_T and ewon jung is pretty adorable. haha ^^ but still ! MOOKYUL <3

which yes brings me back to wondering what my neighbour's name is. >< although yes kgx is a pretty cool name. i wouldnt be surprised if my neighbour is like a lee or a kim. the two most common surnames haha. ladeeedas.

oh wells. MOOKYUL EUN ! <3 whoooo.

oh yeahhh. this friday ! FIELDTRIP ! haha. its gonna be funfunfun. then sat going with nicole and yvonne to look for dresses for fam. ladeedas ^^

oh rawrr i just rmbered. i havent finished my sji kertas 2 or started on my ri kertas 2 ><

blehh. yes i know im damn malas now. but whatever. >< my brain's on holiday. blehhh. ><

i'll start feeling guilty tmr and do it eventually. i think? ><

ok im getting sleepy. shall type out the rest some other time. ^^ ladeedas.
and MEOWWW. [oh i influenced hadi now he roarrrrs haha which is undeniably the masculing ver. of meowwww. WAHHAHAHAHA. and now he's mugging. also from my influence oh yeahhh.]

OH SPEAKING OF WHICH ! jiayou for promos ! ^^ you will pass lah you dodohead. [provided you study for it and you will. or i will strangle you. and yes i can reach your neck cause you're not that much taller than me. (:]

ok yes. i shall go sleep now.

Be My Little Angel.
[7:28 AM]

Sunday, September 21, 2008

meowwwww. whooo i have officially lost 3.5kg (: oh yeahhh <3

blehh. VAN, PAM AND WEI QI ! history howhowhow?? blehh. oh and chem logbook is due next tues. err and malay was due last fri. =\

blehh. i should start doing homework. oh meoww. nvm tmrlah. [although i said that ytd but whatever] meowwww. T_T i feel kinda boredd now. hmms

MJ NIT ! SMPPPPPPPPPP we were supposed to meet prof toh. like ages ago.. hmmm. (:(: oh wells. anwanwanwanw. at ep 20 of special a. i swear its taking me forever to watch it. i keep getting distracted. andandand. TOTALLY CAPTIVATED. oh and got the dcd of hybrid child from mj. [wahahahaha i feel like never returning it to her. WAHAHAHAHAHHAA. oh i mean HOHOHOHOHOHOHO ]

omg. hybrid child. is heartbreakingly SADD. i mean like. WAAAAAAAAA. yeahh. then constellations in my palm. it was so.. OMG. like the main character some coward who doesnt know how to like stand up for himself. and like do things he actually want. then like you need the random third party aka best fren [who happens to be gay/bi LOL] to like push the story aka force the main character to confess. otherwise. nothing happens. or well. the two main ppl dont get together lah.

aiyo.. GUYS YOU ALL NEED TO COMMUNICATE MORE LAH. oh wells. (: happy ending. [d-uh!] meoww. oh well.

totally captivated. its like. omg. like ok cause im used to reading from right to left. then like its left to right. so like at the start. it was abit confusing. can understand but abit jumbled up. until well i realised its left to right. blehh.

lol its kinda funny actually. OK REALLY I THOUGHT JIHO WAS A GIRL. i mean he looks like a girl. the hair everything. and the names look complicated. haha. but ok well its korean. so oh well. [gee, i wonder what's my neighbour's name. hmmmm.] i bet its some coolcool name. although kgx sounds quite cool too. [ok mb not. but whatever]

ladeedas. time to dl a whole lot of manga. [its faster to read than to watch anw] although sometimes it is nicer to watch. but i guess its better to read then watch. like what im doing with special a. ZOMG. LIKE FINALLY I FOUND THE PIANO SCORE FOR HEDWIGS THEME. oh yeahhhh <3 its such a pretty song heh !

hmms. maybe i should start studying now. =\ but i got no mood. T_T meowwwwwww. oh got back math. it was ok. (: i guess. blehhh. ladeedas.

Be My Little Angel.
[5:44 AM]

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i swear i eat less now. haha. oh wells. (:

anw. today was a random day. freeblk then double malay. hohumm. well we played a whole lot of card games. i swear cheat is for those who have poker faces, are really lucky or compulsive liars. oh well. i was so lucky. like i didnt need to cheat at all. [ok cept the last card but whatever] and like lathiga kept suspecting me. wahahahaha. lalalala ! (:

yeahh so anw i owned. and then we played bridges. winning spree. even though my cards werent that good. but whatever. (:

then DOUBLE MALAY. i think although its good to have double malay since like you can do full papers during lesson time. but like you can easily lose focus. i mean we dont have long attention spans. oh well. it was fun. in a way. cause like ok at the start we did sji's prelim paper. then we drifted off. and like ppl like liza, sheila, syah, melia, soff and roy started talking about marriage.

lol my prediction is that soff will organise her kids. like super crazy organise. like she'll make her kids go for piano, singing, ballet, dance, tennis. and like totally deprive them of a childhood. heh. she's such an organised person anw.

and well roy a stay-home mum???? lol. dunno lah.

anw at first cg was trying to get us to go back to doing our paper. but well. hehe :D ANW. she joined in the convo anw. so blehh. she was totally entertained by it. i bet we all amuse her. I LOVE MY MALAY BATCH <3 we are such a crappy random retarded batch that makes it all the more lovable (:

and nazyra DO YOU MALAY HOMEWORK. -.- stop thinking about psychotic neneks. lalala.

oh we got ri's paper too. heh. a certain someone plans on getting answers from kieran. tsktsktsk. oh well.

so then after a wasted [generally anw] malay lesson. ALTHOUGH I DID DO QUITE A BIT. not like some others -.- [ahemnazyraahem] went off shopping with nazyra haha.

we are random. ok walking around aimlessly is kinda tiring. but oh well. it was pretty fun still. i want bubble tea ! T_T OH WELL. ladeedas. HARU GOTH WAS OPEN. like zomg <3 i love the atmosphere. its so black red and WHOOO <3 lovelove ! i bet you the $80 top is still there screaming my name. but its like. $80 meowwwww.

NYAAAAAAAAAAA !~

oh well. went back to sch. cause had options. 3hour chem. haha. it was prac. one hour theory 2 hr prac. and we're still not done. we needa continue tmr. oh wells. chem was.. interesting. like..we did DISSECTION! <3

yeahh. but its like dissecting.............................. diapers. =\ cause we needed to extract the polymers and test the absorbency. whooo. it is cool. like it can absorb 100x. it is cool ! and it turns from like a white solid [like salt] to a transparent gel. it is amazing haha. we're supposed to grow green beans in it. heh ! OK I SERIOUSLY NEED TO UPDATE MY LOGBOOK >< okok. oh well. it was fun. poor keshia >< she got 0.1g and 1g mixed up. so like after adding 110ml of water it still wasnt saturated. >< its ok. dont stress !

it requires alot of patience oh well. but it was still reallyreally interesting (: ladeedas. ok i really need to do my work. mtan wants to collect it soon. so yeahh. oh wells. by the end of this week too. ladeedas.

ok so anw. after chem. was BATCH BUKA ! <3

whooooo. ok this part is just to make nazyra jealous for ditching us to go for tuition (: which im sure syah, abu and sheila will agree with me. ladeedas. so anw we went to the naked fish shoppe. haha. cute name right? anw. it was really cool ! and the lady is sosososososoooo nice. like iqah ordered a set meal which came with soup. and she decided to change the soup to lobster. but she didnt like it and asked the lady to clear it. so the lady asked her if she didnt like it. so iqah said yes. ): [that was after iqah passed it around and everyone tried it. and turned into some mini fear factor thing. its like thick on the lobster. and well. interesting tasting lah. haha] so anw the lady changed it to cream of mushroom for her. so nice right !

and when like iqah and soff went to pray. she took their food and placed it in the oven to keep it warm. [cause by then their food was turning cold.] heh. oh well. we were just like completely pigging out. at least me and abu have self-control. ok cept we stole from ppl too lah. mainly iqah and soff. yeahh. wahahaha. oh well. iqah had like 2 appetizers, one main course and 2 desserts. i have no idea how she stores it in her little body. oh well. but she managed to anw. its interesting. ladeedas.

and like there were 16 of us. so we made a lot of noise. camwhore ALOT. haha. and like just went a little crazy and random. and like zaff and diy went to the toilet. the sounds coming from the toilet are just sososososo wrong. lol cause you can hear like zaff giggling like crazy. OH WELL.

dessert was goooooooood ! <3 lovelove ! ladeedas. i <3 chocolate. yeahh (:
oh wells. our total bill was like $284.65 heh ! (: we sure can spend alot. and we just like sat in the restaurant for like... 2hours 20mins? heh.

meowwww. (:

ok tired from all the excitement. omg. tmr is a majorly tiring day. like math and pe. PE, AKA TENNIS ! then two hour philo [mentally draining] then one hour history [also tiring] then two hour chem [more diapers dissection] yeahh. tiringtiring day.

oh wells. i need to find time to do chem. goshh. OK TMR I WILL NOT PLAY CARD GAMES DURING MY BREAKS AND FOCUS ON MY LOGBOOK. (:
NAZYRA GO DO YOU MALAY HOMEWORK TY. (:

ok off to anime ! <3

Be My Little Angel.
[7:07 AM]

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

ok wheee watching special a [anime] even though like read the manga. all cause yvonne said it was nice. haha. the anime's reallyreally cute. lalala.

WHOOOO. HYBRID CHILD DCD ! <3 omg. its like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
i think im overly sensitive to like these kinda things. blehhh.
i think im currently a little emotionally unstable from the manga/anime and all.

BUT ITS SO SADDDDDD. YVONNE IS HARDLESS TO NOT FEEL ANY PAIN FROM IT. blehhh T_T
ladeedas. ok now i feel exhausted. hmm. i wonder why. BLEHHH.

ok up next is totally captivated ! and OMG I READ CONSTELLATIONS IN MY PALM. goshhhh. T_T guys need to communicate their feelings more. (: then everyone will live happily ever after.

lalala. i will finish watching law of ueki and blood+ reruns. (: yeahhh.
i have such a long list. i still have 6 ep of junjou left. hmmms. i wonder what else i should read/watch.

zomg. i havent done chem. blehhh. diapers ! lol. oh well. can do tmr during free block. anw i have like a superrr long break in between before chem. (:

TMR BATCH BUKA ! <3 nazyra is a dodohead for not going and going for tuition instead. tsk. ladeeda.

zomg. today's options were amusing. like ok philo is mentally draining for obvious reasons. like yeahh. the whole reasoning. and the assumptions, implications. REASONS. the diff ppl yet they still have the same machinery hence, if given the same premise, logically speaking, the conclusions would be the same. however the machinery despite being alike are influenced causing the same given premise to mean differently to each of us and hence causes us to draw different conclusions as the premise changes.

oh well. anw. it was fascinating all the same. the body and mind are two separate entities working together in synchrony as one. however, the body being physical is limited by time and space which causes our reasoning and logic to be limited. unlike the mind being spiritual and is not limited by time and space.

why in the world am i posting about philo. hmms. oh well. (: its gonna be fun. with all the funky ppl in my class. wahahahahhaa. and our group is the crappiest. (: lalala !

oh then card game marathon. haha. blehh. then finally history. history is turning out to be like lit. analysing sejarah melayu. and looking at the chapters. and seeing the symbols the meaning and underlying messages. and to think sheila thought for the past 16years of her life that swordfishes really did attack singapore. and that the crown worn by sri tri buana was really just heavy. and not a symbol for majapahit [invasion] or the greatness and sacrifice of the king respectively. incredible.

and to think the authors did so much pr to make it more interesting. haha. with all the supernatural elements. ladeedas. and we ended early ! >< whoooo

today is such a happy day ! <3

Be My Little Angel.
[6:10 AM]

Thursday, September 11, 2008

whooooooooo OPTIONS !
and you know what, im pretty happy with my options. wahahahha.

ok so ive had my advanced options so far. cause enrichment starts next week. NOOOOOOOOOOO T_T i feel sadd. i miss philo !

so ladeedas on wed. major slack day. like math from 7.50-8.50 then from 8.50 to 1.55 FREE BLOCK ! wahahhaa. then chem at 1.55.so we had our first lesson. me and yvonne came early. cause mtan was teaching the class. so yeahhh. oh wells. had about two hours of theory then like one hour prac. prac was retarded crazy FUN. like we made slime.

whooo slime. it was gooey, sticky, slimy and disgusting. which made it FUN. haha keshia like sits beside me in the lab. so we were making slime together. they didnt have green food colouring. booo. she wanted to make purple. so she mixed the red and blue. it turned out well.. black. haha. so it looked like jam. [cause it was all lumpy and gross] haha.

so anw. we were supposed to add the borax solution dropwise and stir it continuously. and well.. we all just kinda attacked the slime with our glass rods. so mtan was telling us to show more tender loving care. [cause if you attack it with the glass rod it becomes more brittle] her slime was like almost perfect consistency. blehh. ours [mine and keshia] looked..quite bad. (: oh and the blue turned green in the process. but like its not a pretty green. T_T oh well still green (:

and then we were supposed to test the slime by like throwing it on a hard surface. crazy wicked fun. good thing is the slime doesnt splat. it just well sticks to the table top. haha. but its really fun to play with. like crazy fun. esp afterwards when we were allowed to make our own slime using random quantities. wahhahahaa. its really fun to play with. its the kind of thing where you can like play with for hours. wahahaha.

ladeedas. ok so then today ! we had math again. then pe. GOSH.. im bad at tennis. like horrible. AND IM A BALL MAGNET. every pe lesson i get hit by the ball WITHOUT FAIL. its INCREDIBLE. soccer i kept getting whacked in the stomach. THANK YOU HEIDI. then now its like everyone's aiming for my head. like previously got whacked on the cheek by a tennis ball. and today get whacked by a tennis ball right on the head. haha. i should wear a helmet for the next pe lesson. haha. [but its ok sheila im perfectly fine !] ladeedas. so i partnered yvonne for tennis. im hopeless at it. wahahaha.

but i did improve [eventually] but like i kinda got a little too excited and whacked it like totally over the wall. [and you know the wall is pretty high] OH WELL. (: we had to go downstairs to pick it up. which required climbing over a mini-hill to get it. WHAT'S THE MINI-HILL DOING THERE ANW. its so random. goshhh. oh well. i dont care. i improved in tennis. hmphhs (:

then sadly we realised we didnt have philo today. cause enrichment options only start next week. which is really sadd. cause i totally love my philo option <3 wahahaha. so anw.. me, kavita, tricia, lathiga, jananii and anusha played bridge hahaha. oh and like there was one game kavita dealed and like anusha got all four aces. T_T so we forced her to wash so we redealed. wahahahahaha. then went out for awhile. i felt superrr sleepy halfway through so i just went back to school.

anwanwanwanw HISTORY OPTIONS. haha. it was really amusing. so now i have renewed interest for malay and malaya and singapura. haha. the stuff on the ppt slides are like.. GOSHH. like why are we studying this option? cause we're part of the malay world..like DUH ! <-- that's what mizar put on his ppt. goshhh. anw we had like alot of fun. wahahaha. cause well. when you put alot of malays together interesting things happen. wahhahaa. so now im actually looking forward to the option. haha.

oh and like our assessment is like an essay, a presentation and a pt. PT. ZOMG. but apparently its not super-complicated cause then it would be super-complicated for him to mark. -.- goshh. but oh well im not complaining. and apparently we're having a karaoke session for one of the lessons. haha. (: oh anw he introduced us to like the states in malaya. and how there were 5 states that are now part of thailand. that kinda thing. and so now they have thai names. and he was telling the malay names. which made a lot sense to us. like patani was actually petani [farmer] so then like the malays were guessing the names of the rest lah. and so we came across satun. hmmm. aida was like. OH SATAN. =\ goshh aida... then there was songkhla which sheila guessed was originally songkok. =\ like i said, when you put a bunch of malays together interesting things happen.

aiyo roy why you never sit with us. sad lah. haha

then after that me and roy chiong for chem. cause well we dont wanna be late. cause like if you are late then you're considered unprepared for the lesson and if you're unprepared then you dont deserve to come to lesson. in other words, she'll make you stand outside class lah. which well me and roy were afraid of. but well, su fen came at 2.25 when class started at 1.55 and nothing happened to her. -.- so oh well.

so we just went through a bit of theory on guar gum and borax. and the reaction that occurs between them that created the slime. then it was PRACTICAL. whooo. seriously crazy. we were supposed to make a putty ball from white glue and borax. (: well it was pretty gross. cause like we're supposed to knead and mold the ball with our hands. and well some ppl took it out when it was still mostly liquid. so it just flows out of your hand haha. [which is pretty gross and hard to control] cause well they didnt add enough borax to it. and well. keshia learnt this the hard way. well cause she wanted her ball to be a pretty colour. [it was in the end !] so she added loads of food colouring. which makes sense cause it gets paler by the end of the 'experiment'. but well she added a little too much. so when she tried to knead the ball [well it was more of a liquid anw] it just stained her hands greenish-blue. and well its pretty gross. haha. and so it just splatted everywhere. [so yes, now my pinafore is stained blue and pink]

oh well. it was crazy fun. there were like quite a number of ppl with like colourful pinafores. like mavis had like white all over the front. goshh. but its fun to knead. but like its reallyreally moist so you had to get rid of all the moisture and stuff and like squeeze it out. and well. when you do that, the liquids gets all over your hands and its pretty slimy. haha. but funfunfun !

my set 1 turned out quite ok. (: IT BOUNCES. whooo. it bouncing is like a sign of a successful experiment. but the problem is to make it bouncy you have to add alot of borax. but adding too much or alot of borax makes it brittle. so well breaks off pretty easily. you cannot stretch it basically it'll just split cleanly. but you join it back together so its ok. [not like the slime from ytd T_T]

oh well. but it takes alot of time to knead it and dry it and stuff. and in set 1 which consists of water and glue. [set 2 only consists of glue] you have to spam the stirring. like yeahh. stir like crazy to first mix the water and glue. then stir somemore when you add borax. and well if your borax solution is not saturated, then you have to add alot, which means you have to stir alot. so yeahh. stirstirstir. haha.

oh well. it was still wicked fun ! oh and i decided to be nice and like help keshia with her unbelievable blue goo-mess then she created near the sink. basically she poured it out on her to knead before it was solid enough. so it just flowed off her hand and splatted on the sink, around the sink and on the floor. so unlucky careless ppl who try to wash their hands and lean in gets stained by blue goo. and well if you dont look out you'll step on the goo on the floor. haha.

so anw, i tried to help her put borax in the goo on her hands. [cause well, both her hand were like coated in blue stuff and she cant wipe it off cuase it was too sticky so she was using her mouth to pipette borax onto her blue goo.] really funny actually. and whooo me being accident-prone firstly, knocks over my own beaker containing borax. whooo spill ! [it didnt break though so whoo] then on top of that accidentally hits a whole bunch of blue goo flowing off the table and yeahh that's how my pinafore turned blue. the pink was from when i was pouring my own goo in my hand and it spilled. blehhh.

and well the thing is its not just the goo that is the problem. because she overloaded it with food colouring, it stained my hands too. hmms. it looked like she had some seriously contagious disease which spread to me resulting in the two of us having greenish-blue hands(: oh well..

then there's yvonne. well, she tried to add borax to make it more solid. but it refused to like turn into a solid and stayed a solution. so she got annoyed and just dumped all the borax powder on it. well, that's yvonne for you. its so typical of her to do sth like that. in the end she gave up and threw it away and like made slime. oh well. yayyy. it was funfunfunfun. (: and gross and dirty. and well mtan says it cant come off the pinafore. =\ so yayy. but whatever blue is so noticeable when its on blue. -.- haha. its just the pink. =\ hmms.

chem was supposed to end at like 3.55 but well, by then our putty balls were still not very bouncy so like ppl stayed even till 4.15++ haha. but by then i was so superr exhausted and all. so i decided to like go home. (: oh wells.

next week, we're extracting polymers from diapers. material science never ceases to amuse me. really. haha. (: and mtan's a reallyreallyreally good teacher. she explains really well and she's actually a really fun person. haha. surprisesurprise. (: oh well. we made a huge mess. and well cuase of the food colouring the table top's well blue (: heh. oh well ! ladeedas.

ok off to anime !
yayy SHOUNEN. currently at ep 45 of hunterxhunter. ep 6 of law of ueki. oh wells. when i eventually finish one of them, i shall rewatch blood+ ! i have like a really long list of anime/manga to watch/read. haha. i will finish them all eventually (:

ok off to WHALE ISLAND !

Be My Little Angel.
[6:09 AM]

Monday, September 8, 2008

lalalalala. I WANT A SOUNDPROOF ROOM. and err. a grand piano ! ^^

ladeedas. i just looked up my timetable. and T_T 4.5hrs of free block. like omg what am i gonna do during that time?!?!?
ladeedas. EP 24 OF HUNTERXHUNTER. whahahahahaahha.

oh ya. first day of term 4. physics file !!!! T_T
oh wells. me nazyra and thashi slacked off in the hall. funfunfun !
which is whyy... I WANT A SOUNDPROOF ROOM. so i can play at like 2am if i wanted. wahahahahaha. goshh i feel like i havent worn a pinafore in AGES. lalalalala.

optionsoptionsoptions ! (:

oh KABISHH. mj has my hybrid child. which she conveniently lent to yishan. WITHOUT ASKING ME ! grr. blehh. oh well. not that i really mind anw. lalala !

nazyra, come over sometime. and we'll look over your songs ! <3 ^^
and ok mb i really should like.. organize my scores. its getting a little messy. ok fine mb its very messy. not the point really. same difference anw. (:

i will get sadame from charmbu or anusha. wahahhaaha.
crushcrushcrush ! <3 MUACKS ! ^^

Be My Little Angel.
[5:26 AM]

Friday, September 5, 2008

meowww !
finished watching season 1 of vk. wahahha.
reread hybrid child.
watched 20 ep of ouran high school host club.
~5 ep of law of ueki.

there's still many more to watch. ^^
wheeeee. i feel so happy. like so much time [since i dont have to eat !] and i dont have to study either. oh cept for phy file. hmmmm. shall do that on sun. blehhhh. ^^

so let's see. my list of things to watch [or re-watch]:
- JUNJOU ROMANTICA <3 yeahhhh
- rurouni kenshin <-- nazyra. heh
- finish up law of ueki
- BLOOD+ RERUNS ! yayyyyyy !
- hunterxhunter

i dont think i have time to read/watch all that. T_T
blehhhh. esp hols are 'ending' soon.

................................

whooooo. im done with 26 episodes of ouran
14 ep of hunterxhunter
and 6 of junjou (:
wahahahah and my anime marathon hasnt ended

[it got interrupted by camp rock blehh]

the songs are nice and all. but like. WEIRD PLOT.
i mean HELLO?!?!?! duh you'll get found out for lying. DUHDUHDUHDUHDUH. ok whatever.
and nick is wayyyyy cuter than joe. SO HELLO?!? MORE NICK COVERAGE ! yeahh (:

ok meowww back to anime.
oh damn. physics file. shall chiong tmr ! whoooooo ^^
shall sacrifice sleep tmr morn to chiong phy file. lalalalala !

Be My Little Angel.
[8:41 AM]

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

ok. we so dont have any communication with the sec2s.
like really. blehhhh. T_T oh wells.

lalalalalalalala~
i just read through SPECIAL A. haha. so random.
TAKISHIMA KEI <3 lalalalalala.
no rewatching OURAN! <3
WHOOOO TWINCEST <3

i think they're just so adorable lah.
tamaki's soooo in denial whoooo. lalalalalala.
HONEY-SENPAI <3 he has flowers floating around his face. how cute is that ! haha

TODAY IS OVERRRR. whooo FINALLY. blehh
tmr we're ICE SKATING.
ok before that we have some SUPERRR TOTALLY IMPORTANT ne quiz. and that wasnt even sarcasm. cause if we miss the quiz/fail it we dont get to go to jc.
so yes, its like so totally IMPORTANT. T_T blehhh.
whateverr. ICE SKATING.

and yes, nazyra i have black gloves for you.
[thank me ! ^^]
NO. i did not dye my ncc gloves black. blehhhh.

[i could try ! ^^]

but lalalala.
oh grrr. WE NEED THAT PROPOSAL. blehhh. T_T

meowwwwwwwwwww. i feel like rereading HUNTERXHUNTER. andandandand err. =\ LAW OF UEKI. omg. they are showing reruns. wahahahahahaha. meowwww.
i think im awfully bored now. hmmmmmms. dumdeedums.

where's nazyra when i want to poke someone.
lalalalalala. i should rewatch junjou <3 wahahahhaa.
yeahh im really boreddd. whoooooo !

dumdeedum. eeeeee veoh is taking forever to load. T_T blehhh. why they go licence it. blehhh. meowwwwwwwwww.

Be My Little Angel.
[5:05 AM]